As I began to understand how reality works beyond appearances, a silent battle was going on inside me. Part of me wanted to reject what was being revealed, and another part felt the truth behind the new perspective. This knowledge did not remain in the mind. It penetrated deep into the being, touching layer after layer. Old and rigid beliefs were shaken, which I would never have questioned.

Initially, I thought I was on a good path and that I was just going to refine it. I had already built my “life story” 3 times, with care, with effort, with the conviction that “this time I really understood how it is”.  But this initiation came as a gentle and yet relentless earthquake  that generated unexpected cracks in me, and revealed a truth that was difficult to look at: the foundation was fragile although I considered it solid. And then the 4th story was born. It wasn’t easy to accept that. But maybe that’s where my life really began.

Some of the laws passed on were turning points in this journey:

“Don’t lie to yourself” – “Law of one” – “Keep your position”.

Their apparent simplicity hid a transformative force. They acted as a detonator placed where the interior structure was already cracked. And what  collapsed left behind a void, but not a void, but a living, fertile space, ready for another life: one with radical sincerity, with presence and authenticity.

This experience is not a course, but an initiation. It is for those who feel that “something does not connect”, who intuit that reality is more than what is seen and are willing to look it in the face, deprived of the comfort of illusion, but full of truth. It is for those who have the courage to be honest with themselves to the end. It is for those who no longer want to repeat a learned story over and over again, but choose to transform the automatic reaction into a present choice, to get out of the mechanisms and enter life. 

It is for those who choose the “red pill”, who choose to open their eyes, knowing that they will no longer be able to close them. But from that moment on, the real journey begins: that of consciousness awakening and expanding.

This experience does not offer certainties, but opens spaces.

It does not promise security, but revelation.

And where the illusion that always promised “something in the future” is shattered,  a sacred space for consciousness is created.

A space for expansion, for clarity, for lived truth, not just understood.

For me, this initiation opened the door to a deep, conscious experience, and set in motion the real expansion of consciousness.   Yes, yes. It’s really worth it. It is worth more than any investment in crypto, real estate or horsepower. Because here the gain is in you. And it remains.

I was facing the end: I could see no path ahead, and my body had no energy to keep going. I could still remember wonderful feelings, but they were out of reach. There were only empty shells with no meaning, comfort or peace. I met G. after asking the void “if there was anything left that could be done for me.”

From the very first discussion, I could feel that his answers sounded clearly inside. He knew about the feelings I was looking for. As we were working together, the lost feelings emerged one by one. Space opened and anchored bringing meaning and restoring the body.

I could not call G. by his name for a long time. I did not know if he was my friend or my enemy. He was like nobody. Only feelings were exactly those from my world. Their presence was the only bridge between us. Death was still behind me and pressing. Those from my world were gathering around me. They insisted that I should have started training with G., a training that neither of us knew how it was supposed to be. This this how Master Trainings started. We were like on a battle field: G. blew up my life showing me the hidden and distorted things. I could see the gap between what I was told and what I felt. I could see where my energy was leaking and why nothing could feed me properly. Illusions were dying, there was nothing left to lean on, and my identity was cracking. I was struggling among contradictions and I wanted to leave every day. I was changing, G. was changing, gangrenous pieces jumping all around. Countless invisible entities were focusing on us, eager to join in, to reveal us things, until my mind went silent. I was lost in time not knowing if I was going forward or backward. I was dying and rising again. Everything was being erased and rewritten with us going down the flood at high speed. I WAS LIVING for the first time after 43 years of crawling with no energy for breathing.

            I understand now that “no one is coming to save me”, that I have to move myself, with no guarantees, no safety net beneath, even if there are eyes watching me now. There are times when we dive inside to recompose ourselves, and times to meet again completely changed and on another path of Life.

It has been for me a way of remembering how Life feels and where it feels, a way of recovering feelings that I could remember but had no energy to live them here. Waaroobi means “the one who brings rain (Life)”. Indeed, down came the rain …
 

A fascinating journey through the labyrinths of an amusement park where I have always wondered if I am more alive or more dead. So thrilling and always updated. Pure creation.

Step by step, program after program. Mentally he let himself be edified and I perceived his essence.

“You’re too mental” I was told, I’m sticking to excel, somehow taking someone out of excel and passing them through their senses is something because they will look inside for the meaning of what they feel and in the blink of an eye you wake up with them back in the table. That was me. You get out of here on your own because you know and you can just not stay in the bushes. The famous groves.

Really, after the training, I crossed the urban jungle of the mind and I rolled my eyes so hard to see better, until they became trained to re/see, feel and perceive everything that existed and already knew.

It’s a question to which I answered with difficulty:

“Why am I running away?”

Let you feel what is beyond… It’s not for everyone, or not everyone is for her because she can’t afford the cost of being.

“You’ll see yourself when you see me” – Another good lesson, because it asks people what is learned in training. Describe this one and you have already received the algebra collection with all the answers. But can you do without a textbook?

This is not a course actually, it is a journey for all those who dare to (re)reach themselves.

Alice in Wonderland was not a simple story, but it was the story of someone who dared to go in and out of the rabbit hole.

Whoever feels like a trip, knows what to do. It was a piece of boots, a big breath of air in the chest, a breath of water and a phone call. 

On this trip I had the honor to be and let myself be accompanied by @bralgei through the urban jungle again today.

TODAY I breathe. Gratitude

Ana – Maria because that today both names are attached and at the same time whole.

A transformational training that will turn everything you knew or thought you knew upside down. If freedom is important to you and you want to find out the truth about this reality, this training is the key.